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The Back Room Songs

by Tristan Peters

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1.
Overgrown 04:09
These roads are dusty and barren It's been a long time since they were walked down If they ever have been With trees overgrown, the cracks starting to show I don't know if this is the right path But I can hope Lord, if you can hear me I know I can't do this alone This is a winter unlike any other And the cold goes down past my bones Who knows what I'll find at the end Or if I'll still be whole But I'll walk down these roads all the same And hope my heart will remain intact Lord, if you can hear me I know I can't do this alone This is a winter unlike any other And the cold goes down past my bones Lord, if you can hear me I know I can't do this alone This is a winter unlike any other And the cold goes down past my bones
2.
SPF 04:56
I want out of this god forsaken town And this room that's become a cell I swear these people want to watch me drown It feels like my head is home to hell I made a suicide pact with my friends Cause there's no happy way for this to end I made a suicide pact with my friends And I'm sorry if you're hearing this after we're dead I've walked these same streets a million times Always skipping the cracks I need to leave this town before I lose my mind Before I break my back I made a suicide pact with my friends Cause there's no happy way for this to end I made a suicide pact with my friends And I'm sorry if you're hearing this after we're dead Those people say that they love me But I think they're lying I feel their eyes on the back of my neck It feels like I'm dying I made a suicide pact with my friends Cause there's no happy way for this to end I made a suicide pact with my friends And I'm sorry if you're hearing this after we're dead
3.
I know it doesn't seem right But it's what you need to do Speak your mind, you're running out of time It's well past overdue I need to know just what you're thinking It would be nice to know the truth The sun is setting on this familiar place What have you got to prove? You tell me I should take my meds I'm starting to lose my mind Panic, this uncontrolled dread Only you can ease my mind My invisible fight I'm trying to trust my friends But the voices inside Tell me that they want me dead I don't know who to trust You or the voice inside my head I try to follow my heart To trust in love instead You tell me I should take my meds I'm starting to lose my mind Panic, this uncontrolled dread Only you can ease my mind You tell me I should take my meds I'm starting to lose my mind Panic, this uncontrolled dread Only you can ease my mind You tell me I should take my meds I'm starting to lose my mind Panic, this uncontrolled dread Only you can ease my mind
4.
Feel Good 03:43
There's someone in these halls Who looks just like me But they carry a knife And they've cut their teeth Wake me up when it's over When I can feel safe again I want to feel good once more So I won't have to pretend Haunted by fragments Dead pieces of me Invading my skin like a vampire Infecting me with lethargy Wake me up when it's over When I can feel safe again I want to feel good once more So I won't have to pretend Wake me up when it's over When I can feel safe again I want to feel good once more So I won't have to pretend
5.
Let me sit in this moment And enjoy the peace it brings Cause I know it's only a moment Before I feel the sting I've been waiting for the weight The burden that trauma lays Finding peace in the seconds between The chaos of thunderous days If you're here with me In a place we can call home Let the chaos and trauma come Cause I know I won't be alone Let me enjoy the beauty of the wind Bounding between the birds and trees Carrying the scent of a quieter place Where I can let myself breathe Cause I've been waiting for the weight The burden that trauma lays Finding peace in the seconds between The chaos of thunderous days If you're here with me In a place we can call home Let the chaos and trauma come Cause I know I won't be alone
6.
Will You 03:52
Stay Promise you'll wait I've been like this For all of my days Cold Left on my own Trying to find somewhere safe To call my home Will you be there When the sun goes down on this crummy town? Will you tell me Everything will be alright? Alright I know If I'm left on my own That nothing will change There's nowhere left to grow When all is quiet And I'm left with my thoughts It's a quietly looping song Of everything I'm not Will you be there When the sun goes down on this crummy town? Will you tell me Everything will be alright? Alright
7.
Drift to sleep, dream of better days Before the dark started to creep in In the reeds, where water finds its rest There I'll be when I come home Let's escape on wings we were born without They will bear us to a new beginning Let's escape this life of fear and doubt We might find a way to live this life out In my sleep I could see your face Hear your voice caught between the waves I knew in my heart your life it would take But I let you go Let's escape on wings we were born without They will bear us to a new beginning Let's escape this life of fear and doubt We might find a way to live this life out This beast of pride Will eat us alive Send down wings We'll take to the sky Let's escape on wings we were born without They will bear us to a new beginning Let's escape this life of fear and doubt We might find a way to live this life out
8.
I'm going in circles Walking on wires I'm sorry for the mess I've just been so damn tired Carry me I need you know more than ever But I'll stay far away Until when I get better Searching for the source of light When I'm on fire Burnt out in the back room Fading in and out with the choir Playing a simple melody Vague reminders of static hearts Carry me I need you know more than ever But I'll stay far away Until when I get better I hope that day will come I've been searching for so long Carry me I need you know more than ever But I'll stay far away Until when I get better

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released August 25, 2023

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